so our christmas miracle didnt happen. although we had a GREAT christmas we are still not closed on our house! and there are even more problems arising!! (how is it even possible??)
andrew asked me before how i could stay so optimistic.. and the truth is.. i'm not so optimistic anymore. this house has just been problem after problem after problem and since my job is more flexible i've been the one receiving all the bad news and then passing it on to my husband. its exhausting to never get any good news. ever.
so.. today i got news that andrew might not be able to be on our loan.. so basically.. i'm gonna be buying this house by myself (well, with my dad) but still. and i have to ask myself.. is it really worth it?? and before the answer was always YES of course! but now i wonder.. would i rather go away for school and live in the dorms or something?? or keep living with my parents and just save my money like crazy? or do i want to keep rooting for this house to close and hope and pray that all of these problems stay behind us.
and i still dont have an answer.
pray for us. we definitely need it!
why do i buy toys?
14 years ago
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